Minggu, 12 Mei 2013

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problems, so so so so many problems. i think i cant solve this problems and i think this problems will always follow me and always hugs me for all the time, like leenka sai, trouble is a friend -_-
i have a girlfriend, ya, like the other boys, and norma boys hahaha.
i love her, so love her, but, untill now, she isnt introuce me to her family, ya, maybe just one time she do meet me and her familiy. i remember that, really really. When her lil sister birhtday, she take me to the party and i have to greet her familiy, but she didnt introuce me as her boyfriend, just a friend -_- how shit is that.
but her big sist talk to me, he asked me "are you her boyfriend?" but i just can say NO. He told me that if her familiy asked fot this question, just say NO. what i can do? nothing!
why she didnt introuce me to her familiy? cause im not in her tribe :( but i love her so much :(
after that day, she have change, and thats make me sad. she go to christmast celebreation with her firends on police academy. how your feeling about this? she is my girlfriend!!! after that party, he change, have a big change, for a few days, i just can see what she did, she chat so pussy with her new friend on police academy. i know that, he have a good future, while i dont! i didnt get a collage on that year. its so heavy when you look your gilrfriend talk like pussy with her NEW friend. she treat me like i never live.
and about few days, she break our realationship, but i cant get that so easy, ive deff my realtionship, but she must say NO cause she have a new boyfriend. what the fuck? OH GOD, thats the point of this hurt.
after that, i just leave her and i didnt text her for a few yar, and about 4 days, she text me and she said she really missed me. but i dont reply her message for a few hours. and she told me she was really sorry, she didnt do that for a real, she just did that for make a distance between us wich we didnt get hurt cause we really dont know that if  we have together forever, but i just can say, i really really love you, i cant live without you, have a more problems? yaa,i know that, we live in a full worl of problems and that cant be resolve for all, we just can do better and give thanks to god for what we have today, and pray for tommor.
and i will do my best for our relation. about a week, we just meet together, and she crying on my shoulder, and i just can give her some tissue for clean her eye and say "dont worry, i will always beside you what ever tommorow will do :" and finally, thats the first trouble i can tell you all hehehehe.

hello

hello, my name is peete, im live in indonesia. iam just an ordinary boy wtih so many problem in my life. sorry if my englsih isnt well, iam the begineer :D
here iam, tyipng for nothing, just share what i do today, tommorow, and yesterday.